words

Here are some words I would like to remember. They will be very useful in my everyday conversation, I'm sure

Ouroboros:

[Wikipedia]

Epiplectic: punishing, chastising, shaming

fantods: [from the slang dictionary:]

screaming fantods definition

and (howling) fantods
n.
extreme anxiety; nervous hysteria. (Old. One might call this vintage literary mock colloquial, since it survives in the works of well-known writers and occasional literary use. The origin is unknown, but the Oxford English Dictionary lists Fantad with the same meaning, and cautiously suggests that is related to fantasy and similar words containing fan.)

[Edward Gorey House Store]

not much to see here

i like that the phrase "fair and balanced" can only be used sarcastically now. that is all.

doctorbs (the b is for brainz, not bargain)

There's an article in the NYTM written by a psychiatrist about his transition from asking a checklist of questions and then prescribing the drug most likely to work to sometimes talking to his patients some: Mind Over Meds. He frames this as combining psychotherapy with psychiatry, as if the therapeutic talking is the main advantage. In fact, his anecdote points to what I, in my personal experience, have felt is the main problem with psychiatric treatment. Many non-severe mental illnesses are vague and nebulous, and I think there are more flavors of things like depression than psychiatrists have acknowledged. The questions one is asked when diagnosing depression -- how often are you depressed, how depressed are you (scale of 1 to 5, please), are you ever depressed for weeks at a time, do you ever have suicidal thoughts -- are hard to answer honestly and accurately. I don't know how to quantify exactly how depressed I was on an hourly basis over the past year. I do know that I feel inconsolably bad sometimes and I want to not feel that way, and I also know the answers to the checklist of questions that will result in the classification of depressed enough to warrant medication but not so depressed as to require hospitalization. I do not know that I want medication, but I do want some treatment, and medication is a treatment and maybe it will work. I don't know how non-me people feel, or would feel in my environment, so how can I tell if my mood is above or below average, and exactly how many standard deviations from average it is? This is a long-winded way of me saying that I think the problem with psychiatry is that (a) we don't know what is going on with the brain and (b) the checklist of questions is a total oversimplification of the diagnosis process. So I agree with the author, the psychiatrist should talk to his patients, in order to diagnose their problems better than a look-up table of answers to ambiguous questions. I've been to therapists as well as psychiatrists, and I've found the advice of therapists rather useless. The whole trying to rethink things does not work, as far as I can tell. I think my problem with it is that this type of therapy is suggesting that I consciously decide to perceive the world or whatever in a different way. I can conceive of other ways to perceive the world all on my own, but I can't perceive things differently. That's some kind of double-think thing they want me to do, and I don't appear to be capable of double-think yet. Perhaps I need a visit to Room 101. Anyways, therapy does not seem to work for me. But, it would have been nice to have a psychiatrist really try to figure out what my symptoms are.


[Image credit: Paleofuture]

High Violet by The National Streaming on the NYTM

The NYT Magazine is streaming The National's new album High Violet here. Don't read the comments, though. They make me feel like this guy.

getting root access to your ubuntu machine

 

Ultra Monster art by Takayoshi Mizuki, Pink Tentacle

so somehow i have managed to mess up sudo twice on my ubuntu desktop when trying to fix other problems, and i don't have the root password. here are instructions for gaining root access to your ubuntu machine (tailored to karmic, which works slightly differently than previous releases). these instructions of course require physical access to the machine so that you can do things like view the grub menu.

1. Reboot the machine. 
2. Hold down SHIFT during boot to see the boot menu (this is new in single-boot karmic). 
3. Press ESC at the grub prompt. 
4. Press e for edit. 
5. To the line that begins "linux ..." add:
       rw init=/bin/bash
6. Press Enter. 
7. Press b to boot. 
8. System will boot to a passwordless root shell. 
9. Do what you need to do as root. 
10. Reboot.

Heavy-tailed vs long-tailed

Fernanda Viégas and Martin Wattenberg’s “Flickr Flow”
The other day (and I really mean like the other day cuz it was quite some time ago (does the more you emphasize the other day make the other day farther back in time?)) Kyle corrected me on my probability jargon -- I said that ... something ... was a heavy-tailed distribution and he corrected me that it was in fact a long-tailed distribution. Oh, I remember what it was. We watched (most) of Anvil: The Story of Anvil and were discussing how they could make money selling CDs/mp3s on the internet but probably not have big tours, cuzza the heavy/long-tailed distribution of musical tastes. Anyways, yeah, so the "it takes all kinds" idea -- is that heavy-tailed or long-tailed?

According to Wikipedia, that definitive source, a long-tailed distribution is a special case of a heavy-tailed distribution. A heavy-tailed distribution is any distribution whose tail(s) are not exponentially bounded, or
That is, we look really far to the side of a distribution (x → ∞), and consider the probability that we will see a value even more extreme than this value for this distribution and for the exponential distribution. The distribution is heavy-tailed if the probability of an extreme event is much larger for this distribution than for the exponential distribution (the ratio is ∞ as x → ∞).

For long-tailed distributions, the requirement is more extreme:
for all t > 0. That is, for large x, the if you're going to see something bigger than x, then you're going to see something much bigger than x.

So the commonly discussed "long-tail" distribution is the power law distribution,
with tail distribution
for α > 1.
So does the long-tailed condition hold? Well,
which indeed has a limit of 1 as x → ∞. So, indeed, the power law distribution is long-tailed.

Now, there is the question of whether Kyle was right/more exact than me. If all we're talking about is power-law distributions, then I suppose he is. Let me just emphasize that we are both technically correct, but he is more exact. According to Wikipedia (All hail Wikipedia!) there are distributions which are heavy-tailed and not long-tailed. I suppose the question is whether people in pop science are referring to these, and I suppose the answer is probably no.

“Fury said to
        a mouse, That
          he met in the
            house, Let
              us both go
                to law: I
                  will prose—
                    cute you.—
                  Come I’ll
                take no
              denial: We
            must have
          the trial;
        For really
      this morning
    I’ve
  nothing
  to do.
   Said the
    mouse to
     the cur,
      ’Such a
        trial, dear
          sir. With
            no jury
             or judge,
              would
             be wasting
            our
          breath.’
       ’I’ll be
      judge,
     I’ll be
    jury,’
   said
  cunning
   old
    Fury:
     ’I’ll
        try
          the
            whole
              cause,
                and
               condemn
             you to
          death.’”

Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll

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